Drifting in and out of consciousness
Snatches of conversation around me
Can’t imagine what about
Dizzying spells wash over me
My head feels groggy
My hair is matted with blood
And my toes are numb
I am begining to lose it’ i think
If i haven’t already
Amnesia has set in
And i cant remember
How i got to be in a white walled steriled room
Full of people whispering
At least these parts of my body work.
I can see around me and can hear
At this point even if i was deaf
I would still be delighted
Because as i listen in on the conversation around
I learn that those in the same car as i died
Tears trickle down my eyes
Its a miracle i am alive; that is what they are saying
Not for long i fear
I began to pray for the miracle to be complete
After all, my Elder Brother has taken away;
My sickness, pain, sorrow and even death.
My heart filled with so much joy
I begged my lips to move so i could exhort him
Twas an Epiphany and i marveled at its clarity!
Now that i have started,
I find that i can’t stop
Seems like a dam is overflowing
Hallelujah! Its flowing
Will the momentum stop?
I hope not
I am on a roll
With an inexhaustible source of creativity
Bestowed by my One & Only.
Even if you don’t comment
I know you are reading
And i hope reading this;
Has sown a seed in your heart
To do His bidding
He is my joy !
Could be yours too!
You are my life
You are my love
Nothing can ever take your place.
Even though i wish,
I can only try
We are bonded
My heart is yours
And all i have is yours
I think of you in my waking moments
When i lay my head to sleep
Your approval is my greatest joy
And I can only hear your call.
Nothing compares to your
loving arms around me
I weep like a widow when i displease you
Never intentional it still hurts so.
I hear you in the breeze that caresses my neck,
I feel you in the goose bumps
that tickle my flesh when you talk to me
Your breath, though like a whisper is my lifeline
I hurt so when you are displeased and i am corrected
But what i feel…
Oh! What i feel
Is inexpressible joy, beyond my wildest imaginations
Because you love me,
No less for who i am
Despite all the the things i have done
Oh! What Sweet Joy!